So fellow deviants and partners in crime. It's been a while.
Life has been hectic.
But I'm still alive. (surprisingly)
See what happened was that I accidently fell down a well and was transported to a long ago time (sort of a steampunk victorian era thing kinda going on) and was promtply kidnapped by pirates who wanted to sell me for my amazing beauty and charming wit.
Well since we all know I'm the queen of badasses I certainly wasnt standing for that and soon forced the crew into an uproar and we overthrew the disgusting rotting captain of ship (and by overthrew I mean we tossed his ass overboard) and it was a grand tale of mutiny and sticking it to the man.
Well naturally I soon became the pirate queen of the seven seas and few lakes and rivers, and my tyrant ways became legand along with my stunning grace and long flowing tresses.
Oh and I had a hot steamy romance with some emo looking pirate king and we ruled my various bodies of water together with an iron fist.
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Sadly that is not what really happened.
But since I feel I sort of owe some people some explanations I will give you a summerized version of whats been going on in my life and why art and the internet world has not had much part of it.

1. I finally got the job of my dreams working in a veternarian hospital. Which means long long long hours.
2. Just within the past month or so I've moved into my own apartment and have had many things, good and bad, happen.
3. My family has ceased to exist, and I'm still constantly dealing with THAT. Basically, what it has come down to is that I've disowned my family and refuse to acknowledge their existance but I can't seem to get ANY of them to leave me alone and let me try to focus on my life.
4. A lady who was like a second mother to me just passed away under very bad circumstances, and I will miss her forever R.I.P Becky.
Bad luck seems to follow me on a constant basis - i.e. last night I was awakened at 3 in the morning to the sound of my bathroom celing falling into my sink and in my shower. You've never known fun until you're cleaning up 4 garbage bags worth of crushed fiber glass. Bleh
I've been slowly getting over my depression that has had me in its jaws for the past year or so, but it seems to be contagious since my most dearest has apparently caught it and I'm currently trying to get her out of a funk.

I know excuses mean nothing, but I promise my art has not died. I have still been doing a good amount of photography, but most of it I have yet to get on and post. I hopefully plan on doing that soon. Some of it's pretty good I think.

I'm not making any promises since seeing my message box and the mass amount of messages waiting for me there makes me want to puke, but I do want to start getting back into my art world since I now feel a little more mentally stable and I'm not spending a majority of my days sitting in a dark room crying pathetically (and so plays the worlds smallest violin)

OH AND ALSO THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO TOOK THE TIME TO WISH ME A HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY! WHEN I CAME ON AND SAW THAT I WAS SO HAPPY AND OVERWHELMED AND I FELT SO LOVED. IT WAS AWESOME THANK YOU!

So please reply to this journal and update me on whats been going on. I need to catch up on some galleries so whoever replys to this I'll check their's out first since its easier for me (even in the internet world my laziness astounds me)